Need help.
Need help.
I was born with a unique disability which started showing when i got 3yo and it has been progressing rapidly. Even though i have best friends a person can ask for it makes me sad. I feel like i am holding them back. They have to literally carry me places and they dont care what people think and i know that i shouldnt either, but i cant help it. The way people look at me just makes me sad and when i go out with my friends, and they all have to adjust for me,it makes me even sadder. And lately i have been limiting my outings(i still go to work and uni but limiting outings for fun). And the more doctors i visit, more i lose hope and there is not enough left in me. I joined this group as my last hail mary before my 2nd attempt.